This is what happens when I am depressed

I decide when I am depressed I need dessert. I decide to go to meijers. I decide rootbeer floats sound good. I decide that Ben and Jerry's on sale for 2/for 5 is a great thing. I drink about four of these last night.

But oh man they were soooooo good! But yeah did not help much with the depression, just made me feel fat and full.
But I scrapped and that was good!

Ignorance

A poem I wrote a while ago. In my jorunal from Nancy!

Ignorance flows through us like blood
We let it drip out in our words and our actions.
We soak it up daily
We think it is funny and we openly encourage it.
We cannot live without ignorance
It has taken over our way of life, our culture.
Ignorance is our neighbor, our friend, our family member
Ignorance lives in each one of us.
It can control you in ways that are harmful
Ignorance can run you life, it can destroy you.


Sometimes I feel like there is so much ignorance in the world and in people in my life it is like I am swimming in it.

Something I don't get

WHAT IS IT???
What is it with Barnes and Noble and Stephanie and I getting hit on by old men?
I cannot stand it, it has happened twice now and it is just annoying, I DON'T want to talk to you I DON'T want to have you sit by us and ask personal questions.
YOU ARE OVER 60 we are 21 not no not no not cool man!
I just do not get it?
Do old men think young women like them?
Well sorry bud-o not me.